Occasionally, after recounting a fairly normal day of
martial arts training, my friends from college and grad school would shoot some
weird facial expressions my way. They
wouldn't always be the same, but a few would look like I just described a brief
foray into kitten torture. After the
facial expressions, I would usually hear a litany of "that's intense"
and variants or "better you than me."
I once got a "Dude, that's pretty twisted" after describing
some Tabata-style kicking shield drills.
Here's the part I find funny: I can't understand what in the world they're
talking about.
I don't know when the mental shift happened, but it
did. I used to despise discomfort of any
type, and I went out of my way to be comfortable just about anywhere I
went. To be honest, that mindset
probably led me right here to a re-evaluation of my motivation and personal
fitness. I know one thing; I owe the
shift to martial arts.
Before getting back into martial arts (I trained as a small
child--didn't we all?), I spend a year doing some pretty intense
weight-training with my buddy Chase. It
was fun. Actually, it was a lot of
fun. But, my mindset towards discomfort
always loomed over my training, and if Chase ever needed to cancel to
accommodate one of his personal training clients, I rarely felt the need to get
the job done on my own.
Enter the martial arts.
I hadn't even promoted to yellow belt in Yoshukai before hitting several
tough classes and walking out grinning like a fool. Something rewired me. It may have been the community; it may have
been the art. In fact, it may have been
an x-factor that I am not far enough along in the process to completely
understand.
I think it boils down to this realization: pain and discomfort are different. And, the difference matters.
I've heard on many occasions that "Pain is only
weakness leaving the body." This
statement has been made time and again from legitimately tough people who I
train with and admire. And, I respectfully
disagree. I view pain--and I mean
legitimate pain--as the body's way to tell you that something is about to
snap...something you will definitely miss.
Discomfort, on the other hand, is something entirely different. That burn after you've just wailed on the bag
for a full-tilt round is discomfort, and nowadays, discomfort feels good. So good.
I know that part of my non-budo friends' issue with training
stories probably deal more with the idea of hitting and getting hit than the
actual workout discomfort. I'll
definitely talk about that later because the feel of the fight is blog-worthy
on its own. But, I firmly believe that
those who don't get us are not yet aware of the difference between pain and
discomfort.
Anyway, back to the title of this post. I woke up this morning feeling a nice,
fully-formed burn in my chest, quads, and calves, which given yesterday's
workout, I would be disappointed if I didn't feel. That burn is more than a badge of honor or
any tough-guy stuff like that. I feel
that burn as proof that what I'm doing is working. My body is changing. My goals are possible. And, it's almost time for a much-needed day
of rest...almost.
Soreness...ain't she sweet?
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